"YAY! We're going to Chicago!" Ryan Ross yelled RIGHT next to my ear.
"Ow." I said turning around.
"Oh sorry Brendon." He said, stroking my cheek.
"Your hands are cold." I muttered, walking away to hide my red face. I took a deep breath and got a Coke from the mini fridge.

This is the beginning of our first tour and my feelings were already... No I can't say that. It's not happening. It's not.......Why is my stomach so tight and my pants so close to my...

"Shit." I said, dropping the can. Ryan picked it up and walked away.
"Thanks sexy." He said waving to me while laughing. Jon looked over and saw my red face.
"Oi Brendon! What are you doing? Close the fridge or something." He said, changing the channel to Fuse.
"Oh yeah." I said absently and closing the fridge after grabbing another Coke.
"Hiya guys. What are you guys watching?" Spencer asked dripping wet from the shower. I sat in the chair thatwas next to the couch. He raked his fingers through his hair and looked at me. I shrugged and opened the can. He smiled at me and sat down next to Jon on the couch.
"Well then! I'm tired!" Jon says getting up and stretching.
"Me too." Spencer said, looking a bit disoriented.
"I'm not." I said happily.
"Me neither!" Ryan said beaming. I laughed.

It has to be bad to feel this way about Ryan. But it's him. Him and his body. God. His body...

I shook my head and moved the hair out of my eyes. Ryan looked at me and I smiled. His face suddenly got red.
"Ry Ry?" I asked.
"Yeah?" He said, taking another sip of his Coke.
"Can I sit next to you?" I asked.
"Yeah. Sure. It's not like I'm gonna kill you if you do." He said scooting away to make room.
"If you did, I'd cry." I said.
"You'd be dead." He said looking at me. I smirked and his face got red again. He looked away quickly and stared at the TV.
"Well I'm tired now. I'm going to sleep. Night." I said.
"Night sexy." He said smiling at me. I smiled back. He leaned over and kissed my cheek. I looked at him suprised but got up and walked to my bunk.

So close...so close...damn it.

Suddenly I heard him sigh and pull back my curtain. I jerked my head towards him. He shoved me over and whispered, "I don't wanna sleep alone." I nodded slowly and moved to make him have room.